urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant for fucks sake! Crusty_kate@yahoo.com Katie Bandaid 2009-12-27T19:19:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:118476 2009-12-27T19:19:46Z 2009-12-27T19:19:46Z laying in bed still, waiting for the day to start. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:118137 2009-12-25T01:00:07Z 2009-12-25T01:00:07Z i wish i didn't have to go to your house. i just want to stay home. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:117879 2009-12-02T05:17:24Z 2009-12-02T05:17:24Z went to work.<br />thought about killing eileen.<br />came home.<br />cleaned house.<br />started to cook. <br />needed more stuff.<br />basket bike to market.<br /><br />a cascade of leaves washes the sin away<br /><br />got back to the house.<br />put on World War XXIV.<br />am finishing cooking now...<br /><br />dinner with the wife soon.<br /><br />my life is ruling. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:117624 2009-11-25T20:23:53Z 2009-11-25T20:23:53Z all i wanted was to sing a little.<br />damnit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:117333 2009-10-09T03:38:02Z 2009-10-09T03:38:02Z I am waiting for you again here. Tonight was supposed to be time for the two of us. It really hurts my fucking feelings that you are not here right now! Where are you?!? This is so dumb, I am not even sure why I waste my time with you anymore. Lets not lie to each other... the love is fucking gone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:117090 2009-09-28T03:41:35Z 2009-09-28T03:41:35Z hell yeah, fake thanksgiving<br />sunny bbqs<br />ian ian ian ian ian !<br /><br />today is awsome!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:116983 2009-09-19T18:41:50Z 2009-09-19T18:41:50Z 4-6 servings<br />Time 1 hour 10 minutes<br />Tools <br />medium sauce pan or Dutch oven with lid<br />wooden spoon<br />cookie sheet<br /><br />Ingredients <br />1 T olive oil<br />3 medium onions, thinly sliced<br />3 c leeks, well-cleaned and chopped<br />¾ c shallots, minced<br />6 cloves garlic, minced<br />4 medium scallions, chopped<br />6 c strong vegetable stock<br />1 T soy sauce<br />1 T molasses<br />1½ t salt<br />pepper<br />1 batch croutons<br />fresh chives, chopped<br /><br />Directions <br />Heat the oil over low heat, add onions and leeks, and sauté until soft, about 10 minutes.<br />Add shallots, garlic, and scallions and cook, stirring occasionally, for 20 minutes. Increase to medium heat and continue cooking for 10 minutes, until onions are brown. Use the spatula to release any onions that stick to the bottom of the pan.<br /><br />Stir in stock, soy sauce, and molasses, cover, and bring to boil. Add salt, partially cover, lower heat, and simmer for 30 minutes. Stir in pepper, taste, and adjust seasonings. You can also add more stock if you prefer a thinner soup.<br /><br />Serve hot, topped with croutons and chives. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:116699 2009-08-19T00:56:10Z 2009-08-19T00:56:10Z <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y166/crusty_kate/3718131341_fe34b5e505.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y166/crusty_kate/3386171865_286e8fca82.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:116429 2009-07-24T08:38:30Z 2009-07-24T08:38:30Z today i:<br />woke up in a bundle of sweatshirts<br />cleaned my house<br />went to coffee<br />went to lunch with courtney and rosie<br />stole food for my shift<br />went to long haul<br />hungout with an old friend<br />came home<br />watched simpsons<br />talked with ian<br />tried to sleep<br />couldn't<br />tried to make myself sleepy<br /><br />(this morning)<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y166/crusty_kate/Photo87.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:116218 2009-07-22T06:57:55Z 2009-07-22T06:57:55Z I'm a fucking jerk.<br />I thinkIi always expect to much.<br />I feel like shit, damnit.<br /><br />today was supposed to be date night. We can't possible have a "romantic" time during a time set aside JUST FOR ROMANCE. I expect to fucking much. I am a person impossible to satisfy. I don;t really know what to do. I fucking love our time together. I really do love you. The only problem is, I am feeling so lost at sea. I want you so bad. I want you to understand. I really want this to work, but I need more. shit. I want I want I want...<br /><br />damnit.<br />fuck<br />shit.<br />I wish I could just hurry up and go to fucking sleep.<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y166/crusty_kate/pdx_november.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:115801 2009-07-20T05:04:01Z 2009-07-20T05:04:01Z today I:<br />woke up late<br />drove to the bike co-op<br />took out a headset<br />put it on Ian's new bike<br />Installed a new BB on the same new bike<br />fought with ian<br />went to courtney's birthday party for one beer only<br />drove to go baby sit<br />babysat (the family that i am baby sitting for just hit my car and left a basketball sized dent to boot)<br />typed this bullshit<br /><br />...<br />I want to go home!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:115510 2009-07-03T22:40:37Z 2009-07-03T22:40:37Z Im sitting in the kitchen, listening to Ian sing some Townes Van Zandt<br /><lj-embed id="1" /><br /><br />that shit makes me cry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:115356 2009-07-02T23:09:31Z 2009-07-02T23:09:31Z Today I:<br />woke up<br />rode my bike to work<br />taught children to sew<br />drank some coffee<br />taught a class about solar technology to different children<br />rode my bike home<br />sat around<br />got kinda bummed<br />hopped on my bike again<br />rode to indian rock<br />felt small<br />rode home<br />can't shake that empty feeling<br />put some food in my belly<br />read The Road<br />lost my fucking glasses<br />got on the computer...<br /><br />...wrote this stupid list.<br /><br />I am a afternoon murderer<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y166/crusty_kate/Photo58.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:114970 2009-05-06T21:00:34Z 2009-05-06T21:00:34Z it hurts so bad. I don't want to cry at work. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:114695 2009-04-20T21:49:18Z 2009-04-20T21:49:18Z So, i got laid off the other week.<br />Im still totally in denial about it. I'm heart broken about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:114599 2009-03-30T19:44:23Z 2009-03-30T19:44:23Z the weather is fucking perfect<br />i had a great lunch<br />IAN GOT A JOB WITH SPECIAL T!!!<br />Im going to the city tonight for a show at annie's<br />I have a nice tan setting in :)<br />Im just a happy girl! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:114318 2009-02-25T21:50:19Z 2009-02-25T21:50:19Z yesterday, i was really upset. I thought that a friend was TOTALLY talking shit. She was. We talked about it at my dinner party, and resolved alot of things. Thanks to all that gave me support, here and through other avenues.<br /><br />17 people at my house last night, fuck yea! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:114102 2009-02-24T20:29:21Z 2009-02-24T20:29:21Z I can't help but feel like shit today. I feel like I'm being attacked from every angle of life. I feel like shit, and i don't know what to do to make myself feel better. I am supposed to have a dinner at my house tonight, but I really don't feel like feeding people that talk shit. Fill your mouths with food, so you can keep your opinions to your own damn self.<br /><br />fuck you guys. fuck you for being so superficial. fuck you for not telling me to my face. fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou.<br /><br />whatever. being mad won't help anything. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of feeling like I need to justify myself to you. I thought that our relationship was stronger then that.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this is fucking stupid. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:113788 2009-02-18T23:07:06Z 2009-02-18T23:07:06Z sitting in a music store, listening to Ian play a 12 string.<br /><br />falling in love with his fucking voice... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:113654 2009-02-16T19:53:14Z 2009-02-16T19:53:14Z Pasty Cline- "faded love" I cant fucking wait ...<br />to land<br />to grab pumpkin<br />to run out of the airport<br />to dive into your embrace<br /><br />i have missed you the days that you have been gone so very much!<br /><br /><br />ok, enough gushing... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:113334 2009-02-13T21:55:11Z 2009-02-13T21:55:11Z Um.<br /><br /><br />fuck yeah.<br />you're so awesome, how'd you get to be so cute?<br /><br />on another note, i need to understand that some people do not understand my kind of love. I am a tribes woman, a community minded individual that only wants the betterment and sustainment of the people that I love. All we have is each other, thats all. <br /><br />"and in the final hour, we will stand before a sun that will burn our bodies, <br />BURN TOGETHER AS ONE. <br />Forever will be, as long as our love lasts" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:113075 2009-02-10T20:45:07Z 2009-02-10T20:45:07Z Im going to portland on the 16th-22nd. <br />Im bringing pumpkin. <br />Sanj will be there on the 20th, and we will party. <br />Ian is hitching up there to meet me a few days before I go. <br /><br />fuckin' romance urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:112894 2009-02-04T22:08:59Z 2009-02-04T22:08:59Z I made the best food ever last night.<br />Vegan sushi- BOOM!<br /><br />My favorite was fried yam, avocado, fake cream cheese and green bean... mmmmmm<br />a HUGE bottle of sake didn't hurt either :)<br /><br />Im actually pretty happy right now. I feel like things in general are going rather well. I'm becoming so much more self-relient, and self confident. <br /><br />Yay, Kate! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:112479 2009-01-20T21:53:58Z 2009-01-20T21:53:58Z i think i have strep throat.<br /><br /><br />owwwwwwww! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:becauseicant:112349 2009-01-20T03:51:08Z 2009-01-20T03:51:08Z camp in my house with you.